📌📌📌The Poem of cycles of ❤️ of Willie y Wanda REVISED again with epilogue

❤️First-cycle:📌📌📌The Poem of cycles of ❤️ of Willie y Wanda REVISED again with epilogue

On August.11 is me and my Wanda our wedding anniversary and who would’ve known this living embodiment of the 40 year old virgin:


would’ve finally find love with a young hot babe Wanda castillo

Who unlike this Van Halen song…once you go Latina you never go back:

-Who is 11 years my junior-who would’ve thought especially when I pursued her -she would not give me time and day and since we worked in the same place I would sign the lunch and break sheet at the same time she signed up and it never would happen she would change it…..

She was like my Doomsday:

She was like Mr.T or Apollo and I was Rocky being knock down to the canvas…..

yet like Rocky I had heart and got up each time before the bell ringed.’’(yet God had more of a hand-

Or this generations Rocky who has the same heart but is relatively unknown- only known by a few or like me was my last choice because the other movies were sold out:

And Eminem was my corner ring man in either scenario :

In this sense I can jokingly picture God seeing His Adam and Eve perfectly complimenting and made for each other caught in a seemingly inescapable loop of indecision that God just steps in and throws them together.’’’)

And come to think of it when love comes easy you do not appreciate or cherish as much as when you struggle and fight for that special eve that has a fortress around her heart towards you and you alone like the Sting song in this sense:

(Nowadays its further reinforced by the me too movement that are justified in some cases but in other cases it is ridiculous taking courtship and dating ages old practices like holding doors,giving 🌺,non sexual compliments etc like natural courtship rituals in God’s animal creation:

and making them into Orwellian crimes of action and thought

against all womankind that ever lived,lived and will live leaving us singles unable to move in our personal quest of love like confused and afraid to act or say anything in our courtship version of the divine,theological,biblical and philosophical friction between free will and predestination) feeling and living like a Natalie imbruglia torn video:

And I would’ve wandered aimlessly worn and battered like a human

Springsteen’s streets of Philadelphia song or U2 video:

for all eternity in this desert searching for my desert rose-my garden of eden among stretching before and beyond the horizon glaring-that is all I can see:

On a road I traveled exclusively a psalm of longing and lament that only adorned my parched lips seeking the waters of life which were the kisses that only belonged to my Eve

since the day I first saw the God given beauty of eves

My personal garden of Eden

Built for two and any fruits of that Love

To have a wonderful day in that

our personal neighborhood:


Matthew 19:

5and said, ‘Therefore a man shall leave his father and his mother and hold fast to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh’? 6So they are no longer two but one flesh. What therefore God has joined together, let not man separate.” 7They said to him, “Why then did Moses command one to give a certificate of divorce and to send her away?” 8He said to them, “Because of your hardness of heart Moses allowed you to divorce your wives, but from the beginning it was not so. 9And I say to you: whoever divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality, and marries another, commits adultery.”a



Nurtured and


Wanting with all my heart soul and body

To be a Eve’s Teddy bear:

Till I found you and you weren’t a illusion a mirage a empty dream a song by God’s grace sweet song greeting the ears of my heart:

Now known as the shrek


But I knew it from the monkeys original:

Yet even then with all the proof

Than I had finally find my quests end

My hearts keeper whose eyes

I find life

Whose eyes I am complete:

I tried not to close my eyes and miss the Kodak moments even if it was a delusion,wishful thinking that was without any shred of evidence or proof of existence….

of You- Wanda Castillo

The once and future Mrs Morales-

and fail this time like always-

falling asleep and finding myself beside once again to the stark reality

I was still alone :

Leaving also on my parched lips and mouth as if it was sewn on by the threads of


Of unfounded hope

And its signs that were nothing but sandcastles of and in the air

Always ready to burst and disapplate

And scatter into the nothingness of the void of the never ending story that could’ve been but will never be:

The original:

The nothing:

My eternal question: Hello and its not Adele’s but rather Lionel Ritchie’s Hello:

And when you worked your last day at Barnes Noble the original and we exchanged numbers and promises to keep in contact were given to each other that turned out to be true and not pleasant meaningless promises… I had this song in my mind as you left seeming to be my last time I would see you:

And meditating and pondering and stressing like the Timmy Tee song:

will you ever give me another chance

One more try…

to eternally fix the gaze of your heart eternally only on me and me alone-even though I have no foggy idea or notion or plan or scheme what to do and what to say –

I truly needed a Rosetta Stone as these Phil Collins songs played in my mind testifying how I felt:


I don’t have these time machines:



or the superhero ability:



I can not go back into time and correct-

Rectify my failures

My indecisiveness

And my foolishness

And my sins like a personal Groundhog Day:


Once I have committed them

They become etched and chiseled eternally in the rock of eternity

Never ever able to call them back:

(Summing up since I fall short of the present cultural norms of Prince Charming of not only the first look but the second,third etc that alone stacks the odds of me finding love all the more)

to translate so you can comprehend,understand,convince,plead my case and think when I say I love you that they were not just words of empty air but were were given the breathe of life…given wings by you and you alone…….like the poor mans version of Lloyd:

Always facing this question as well that I always knew the answer… But this time

Hoping it will be one happy ending:


And not the angelic heavenly host

Watching my life constantly and expressing:


And reaffirming this lie with my life’s blood and sweat:


That Saturday night I hung out with the group at work and fate intervened on the way back to our respective homes we bumped into each other and it seemed Cupid called a major air strike:

That all I can remember I ended up with a first date with you and gee it wouldn’t be the last as a matter of fact today and in the words of:


Into the fathomless depths of eternity

Yes The truth was out there:


Yes it was and is somewhere in God’s heavens:


Yes That truth where it lies was with you and you alone Wanda:

Your heart alone had a willy shaped keyhole

Which I alone can open

Which I alone can enter

Which I alone can call home

Somewhere in my personal Lost in space:


Thank God He gave you eyes to look beyond the gossip and rumors that were spread about me:



To see my real ❤️:

To see the real me:

Or his modern day counterpart:

That this one and last time

was not ending like it always did like the final scene of glory-seemingly rallying to win then reality sets in:


Like the incredible hulk smashing you:


That reality set in as a new day When I saw you for our first date you looked enchantingly radiant looking like the fourth member of TLC:


So much so I can hear this TLC song:

And our first date was the movie frequency:


And the movie title became a living motif of the wonderful reality that finally love have found our frequencies to our hearts and they were communicating the only way the language of love can talk between a Adam and His Eve:

And afterwards I felt like these cartoon characters:



In jubilee as I approached my promised land like the Israelites of the Old Testament:


Feeling like the highlander:



victorious to be the last one standing to claim the prize and in my case that prize Wanda was your ❤️…

📌📌📌📌Cycle 2: The church wedding. Revised

While both anxiously


And stressful waiting for you with my best man Ryan to come down the aisle

And meet and join me in the front of the sanctuary

Side by side

God officiating

To bless and consecrate our union

Before our family

Before our friends

And before the hosts of heaven

By following her own personal yellow brick road like a real life Dorothy from the wizard of oz not to find her great wizard oz to find her way back home to Kansas but to find me and our future home together:


Remembering cherishing the love you Wanda freely blessed me with putting the broken pieces of me (like a human Humpty Dumpty and unlike the nursery rhyme where he had a great fall-As you can tell I had many great falls…)


not only she alone in all heaven and earth could put me together but she did it more better-

Reminding of this show growing up …,


And accounting for today’s inflation you made me into the billon dollar man.,,

Then When I saw you coming down the aisle

All I can see was you;

And that moment I first saw you you were transformed into my Cinderella

and this Cinderella you Wanda was not a make a believe character in a fairytale made up of words and pictures but a Eve made of flesh and blood living in real space and time-given life and existence by the breath of God and made in His image…


And at that moment I first saw you as well you

-you come down the aisle like a field of dreams experience

God behind the scenes of my life


Into the ears of my heart and soul and mind


In my case it was she will come-and that she was you Wanda-

A angel from heaven-A piece of heavenly real estate come down to me

That I alone can claim and will claim

Bright and dazzling

Yes and yes and infinite yeses you took my breath away:

At that moment Wanda As I saw you coming down the aisle it was like magic-

And I have to repeat again and again Wanda

All I can see was you

Everybody else became like:


At that moment Cupid let out another barrage of:


Like these superhero’s:



Which became these songs that burned forever in the very fabric of our minds,hearts and souls:









Becoming Not a weird science experiment of my mind and wishful thinking or unfounded hope:


Becoming Not my modern Frankenstein only real in my thoughts and dreams that only give it a semblance of life:


And not authenticating Macbeth as my Biblical prophet

Professing from the Very mouth of God a infallible prophetic utterance and description of my life what it is

What it was

What it will be

And how it ends:

Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,

Creeps in this trivial pace from day to day,

To the last syllable of recorded time.

And all our yesterdays have lighted

The way to dusty death for fools. Out, out, brief candle!

Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player

That struts and frets his hour upon the stage

And then is heard no more. It is a tale

Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,

Signifying nothing.

In light of this wonderful revelation

These cultural icons

These songs

These videos

These words

Or this word

(I borrow and in my creativity I see where they can fit)


Are symbols

I hammer into the shapes

Alone forging them with spiritual fire from my soul,mind and heart:

A human Prometheus using the tool of

Mind mapping in the act of creation

Are coordinates on Our treasure map

Giving us directions to these Kodak moments:



Of where we hid them them in the depths of our minds and hearts:


So they can be memorialized and dwell solely in our hearts

Be triggers

Be As launching pads

For our precious moments

To either be expressed by me point blank

Or by my God given creativity

For her heart

And my heart

To treasure and times be of comfort

Of nostalgia

A suit of armor and banner when sin the world and devil besieged our personal garden of eden

A hospital to heal our wounds

Our physician to diagnose and treat our sicknesses

A shield and a shelter from life storms to seek refuge and safety in….

Living memorial markers

To our first contact

Our first kiss

Our dating

Our courtship

Our marriage

And our only family…

(Psalm 127:3 English Standard Version (ESV)

Behold, children are a heritage from the Lord,

    the fruit of the womb a reward.)

Forging them



And inscribing them

(Gee reminds me of this movie)


into this wedding ring I will place on your wedding finger…

As two lives become one brand new life

I Took a chance and Faced the fierce winds of rejection,uncertainty and failure

Before it Led us to the front:

a church altar and pulpit

Before us our modern day Mt. Sinai

*Where the True God came down to man:


1 NOW MOSES kept the flock of Jethro his father-in-law, the priest of Midian; and he led the flock to the back or west side of the wilderness and came to Horeb or Sinai, the mountain of God. 2 The [4] Angel of the Lord appeared to him in a flame of fire out of the midst of a bush; and he looked, and behold, the bush burned with fire, yet was not consumed. 3 And Moses said, I will now turn aside and see this great sight, why the bush is not burned. 4 And when the Lord saw that he turned aside to see, God called to him out of the midst of the bush and said, Moses, Moses! And he said, Here am I. 5 God said, Do not come near; put your shoes off your feet, for the place on which you stand is holy ground. 6 Also He said, I am the God of your father, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob. And Moses hid his face, for he was afraid to look at God.

*Our modern day Abraham and Isaac sacrificial altar:

(Genesis 22:

8 Abraham said, My son, [46] God Himself will provide a lamb for the burnt offering. So the two went on together. 9 When they came to the place of which God had told him, Abraham built an altar there; then he laid the wood in order and [47] bound Isaac his son and laid him on the altar on the wood. [Matt. 10: 37.] 10 And Abraham stretched forth his hand and took hold of the knife to slay his son. [Heb. 11: 17–19.] 11 But the [48] Angel of the Lord called to him from heaven and said, Abraham, Abraham! He answered, Here I am. 12 And He said, Do not lay your hand on the lad or do anything to him; for now I know that you fear and revere God, since you have not held back from Me or begrudged giving Me your son, your only son. 13 Then Abraham looked up and glanced around, and behold, behind him was a ram caught in a thicket by his horns. And Abraham went and took the ram and offered it up for a burnt offering and an ascending sacrifice instead of his son! 14 So Abraham called the name of that place The Lord Will Provide. And it is said to this day, On the mount of the Lord it will be provided.)

A foreshadowing:

I….Traveled many roads either getting me hopefully lost or proved to be dead ends

Till I found the only road God blessed me with to walk and led me to you Wanda ending and beginning at the front of a church and a pulpit

Watching come down the aisle to join me

And to join our lives :


This time

Not a pre recorded audience going aah at not finding my trulove

My hearts keeper again and again


But this victory anthem for all Adams and all Eves:


And we exchanged our vows

Yet there is a touch of regret and sadness

As I fall under your enchantment

As you walk down the aisle

Instead of a perfect Adam and perfect eve

In a Disney perfect marriage


A perfect creation…

Yet because of God’s love and mercy continues to be a gift of God-

Created by Him for us

Continues to be our blessing from Him

Marriage of all Adams and eves

Whether they acknowledge it or not

Give Him credit or someone or something else:

Continues to be a holy and sacred and inclusive

special garden of eden

like the original eden

Yet Not a Disney movies of happily ever afters.

We introduce express it to each other

Gen 3:1-24

is marred by sin

Adams sins

Eves sins

Both our sins

And Sins other Adams and eves do to other edenic unions

Truly Because of The fall and sin-

Now it is rather a sinful Adam and a sinful Eve

In a imperfect marriage living out dickens quote:

“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of light, it was the season of darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair.”

Thus There is no perfect marriage like this all the time:


At times more like this(the new normal) because of the fall and its effects:


Adams vs Eves

Eves vs Adams

Adams vs themselves

Eves vs themselves

And everybody is shouting and nobody is really listening:

And Adams and Eves vs other Adams and Eves

To rule

To conquer

And to dominate:

And this truth

Is both bitter and sweet

As we exchange our marriage vows

I know

I ponder

I embrace

I claim

I make it my own and not be mimicking this truth like a:

What greater responsibility


What great stewardship

What greater honor

What greater shepherd-ship

That God can give any Adam

That His eve and his family

To put his body in the line for them:


Where sin like Thanos ready to destroy all things God can,has created and brought together with a snap of a finger again:


Or sin like Vader on his Death Star:


Yet my Wanda can and has stepped in

Proving she is just as complete and strong:

Time after time


Yet it is also ironically Bitter because the presence of sin in all such relationships and in ours

Yet sweet even though sin is present

God’s mercy,grace is infinitely greater-blessing,nurturing,sustaining,defending,purifying,sanctifying and healing what sin seeks to kill and destroy or at least pervert,maim disables or cripple-again I use this video analogy:


And makes it a further tragedy is that most of mankind is unaware of sins true malicious intentions it’s true conspiracies of conspiracies its hidden master agenda….

To destroy marriage

God’s symbolizing a finite copy of the divine trinity but of the heavenly church by:



For just pleasure

For just producing children

Sex as a chore

Sex as a necessary evil

Sex to keep the man

Sex to serve the man

Either extremes

For just companionships

As a mindless plaything to do our bidding

Like xanth where you Sow wild oats nymphs

“Son, believe me, I understand; I sowed wild oats myself when I was your age. Got me a nymph, too, with flowing green hair and a body like the great outdoors. But I had forgotten about the special watering, and so she got away. I never saw anything so lovely in my life—except your mother, of course.”

Roland’s face became serious. “To a young man, the thought of a lovely nude nymph may be very tempting,” he went on. “All the physical features of a woman, and none of the mental ones. But, son, this is a childish dream, like finding a candy tree. The real thing will not be all you hope for. One quickly becomes tired of unlimited candy, and so it also is with a mindless female body. A man can’t love a nymph. His eagerness quickly becomes boredom, and then disgust.”

If God meant it to be like that He would’ve created mindless eves to be all all Adams playthings which ironically sin has done-

Rather He created Adams and eves equally in His image

Each with a particular defined role

Yet equal and one:

Genesis 1:27 

So God created mankind in his own image,

    in the image of God he created them;

    male and female he created them.

That is why God says love her as you love yourself:


25 Husbands,love your wives,† just as Christ loved† the church and gave himself† for her 26 to make her holy, cleansing† her with the washing of water by the word. 27 He did this to present the church to himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or anything like that, but holy and blameless.† 28 In the same way, husbands are to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. 29 For no one ever hates his own flesh but provides and cares for it, just as Christ does for the church, 30 since we are members of his body.† 31 For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife,† and the two will become one flesh.†† 32 This mystery† is profound, but I am talking about Christ and the church. 33 To sum up, each one of you is to love his wife as himself, and the wife is to respect her husband.

Like a modern day version of This 80’s hero:

Ephesians 5:

22 Wives,† submit†† to your husbands† as to the Lord, 23 because the husband is the head of the wife† as Christ is the head† of the church. He is the Savior of the body.† 24


that way you see her not as a slave plaything indentured servant but like yourself royalty her queenship to your kingship:

Matthew Henry:

Eve was not taken out of Adam’s head to top him, neither out of his feet to be trampled on by him, but out of his side to be equal with him, under his arm to be protected by him, and near his heart to be loved by him.”

Like CS Lewis in his chronicles of narnia books:

“You come of the Lord Adam and the Lady Eve,” said Aslan. “And that is both honor enough to erect the head of the poorest beggar, and shame enough to bow the shoulders of the greatest emperor on earth.”

We are given freedom and liberty but within the parameters God has given us-His Law:

Rom 2:15 KJV – 15 Which shew the work of the law written in their hearts, their conscience also bearing witness, and their thoughts the mean while accusing or else excusing one another;)

Hebrews 10:

16  “This is the covenant that I will make with them

after those days, declares the Lord:

I will put my laws on their hearts,

and write them on their minds,”

17 then he adds,

“I will remember their sins and their lawless deeds no more.”

In our case to prevent us from harming others,ourselves

Access to the ever present danger of sin in our lives and the lives of others

It’s dangers

It’s repercussions

In others lives as well as our own

Now and future

In a way I am reminded of this 80’s movie that applied to us gives us a similar idea:


End of this cycle


The final cycle:the wedding night💜💜💜💜💜💜

The moment finally arrived

I pulled my sword from stone:


like a modern day King Arthur:


Ready to claim my Camelot:

which was not a physical kingdom but a human one shaped with dangerous curves and full luscious lips to die and resurrect me

Again and again

you wanda

And by the way didn’t I say I was also hungry like a wolf then and even now and perpetually into the depths of eternity

Even when I am withering away

And you remain in my eyes

Forever young

As my heavenly goddess



I want to know what Love is

Not modern love stripped of God

The King and I don’t have in mind Elvis:

Striped of God’s word

Tearing the protective hedges God has raised

Surrounding that divine institution:

Songs of Solomon 2:

Woman† 15 Catch the foxes for us†—the little foxes that ruin the vineyards—for our vineyards are in bloom.†

Yes these Sins techniques inspired the game show Let’s make a deal



Yet unlike the game shows where 1or 2 out of 3 doors contain a great prize

Sin the originator offers no grand prizes but booby prizes at each door we may choose that only guarantees in the vanity fair of this fallen world

Not only hell on earth

But if no repentance

Turning to Christ

And Following Him

Out of gratitude

Then in the hereafter death hell for a eternity

With no chance ever of a heavenly get out of jail card:


In whatever shape the world makes or corrupts

Apart from the True Gospel:

Ephesians 2:

4 But God—so rich is He in His mercy! Because of and in order to satisfy the great and wonderful and intense love with which He loved us, 5 Even when we were dead (slain) by [our own] shortcomings and trespasses, He made us alive together in fellowship and in union with Christ; [He gave us the very life of Christ Himself, the same new life with which He quickened Him, for] it is by grace (His favor and mercy which you did not deserve) that you are saved ([ 4] delivered from judgment and made partakers of Christ’s salvation). 6 And He raised us up together with Him and made us sit down together [giving us [5] joint seating with Him] in the heavenly sphere [by virtue of our being] in Christ Jesus (the Messiah, the Anointed One). 7 He did this that He might clearly demonstrate through the ages to come the immeasurable (limitless, surpassing) riches of His free grace (His unmerited favor) in [His] kindness and goodness of heart toward us in Christ Jesus. 8 For it is by free grace (God’s unmerited favor) that you are saved ([ 6] delivered from judgment and made partakers of Christ’s salvation) through [your] faith. And this [salvation] is not of yourselves [of your own doing, it came not through your own striving], but it is the gift of God; 9 Not because of works [not the fulfillment of the Law’s demands], lest any man should boast. [It is not the result of what anyone can possibly do, so no one can pride himself in it or take glory to himself.] 10 For we are God’s [own] handiwork (His workmanship), [7] recreated in Christ Jesus, [born anew] that we may do those good works which God predestined (planned beforehand) for us [taking paths which He prepared ahead of time], that we should walk in them [living the good life which He prearranged and made ready for us to live].

Acts 4:

12 And there is salvation in and through no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by and in which we must be saved.


Some of the booby prize sins behind it lets make a deal doors are:

Keep up with the Jones’s

The grass is always greener on the other side


Soft porn hard porn

Erotic fiction erotic non fiction (eventually the christainty that copies emulates the world

Will have their own ripped up and poorly made knockoffs…versions of these booby prizes

If it doesn’t possess it already….




Gender defined by feelings







Yet with sins game show neither door has a prize

Just a booby prize

And we all are part of the studio audience dressed in whatever sins we are prone to and naturally attractively drawn too…

Romans 3:

23 For all have sinned† and fall short of the† glory of God.

Luke 18:

18 A† ruler† asked him, “Good teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life? ”† 19 “Why do you call me good? ” Jesus asked him. “No one is good except God alone. 20 You know the commandments: Do not commit adultery; do not murder; do not steal; do not bear false witness; honor your father and mother.”†† 21 “I have kept all these from my youth,” he said.

22 When Jesus heard this, he told him, “You still lack one thing: Sell all you have and distribute it to the poor,† and you will have treasure in heaven.† Then come, follow me.”† 23 After he heard this, he became extremely sad,† because he was very rich. Possessions and the Kingdom 24 Seeing that he became sad,† Jesus said, “How hard it is for those who have wealth to enter the kingdom of God! 25 For it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God.” 26 Those who heard this asked, “Then who can be saved? ”† 27 He replied, “What is impossible with man is possible with God.”†

Luke 5:

31 Jesus replied to them, “It is not those who are healthy who need a doctor, but those who are sick. 32 I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.”


And we shall share in these sacred and holy unions:


And this time I without no doubts

Confident to the very fibers of my being:

Drawing strength and wisdom

determination and eternally fixed hope: Christ

Not on a impersonal force or chance or accident-


Like these scenes from these iconic movies further illustrating my points that everyone and

Everybody knows:

Where the hero depended on luck

I depended on His grace

Where the hero on chance

I depended on His divine providential care:


Or On the final run needing a impossible one in a million shot to snatch victory from the insatiable and ravenous jaws of defeat :

The hero had the force

I have prayer and His Word

He had two other lone allies

I have God and the whole host of heaven


To destroy my death star of loneliness

And unlike the hero claiming unknown to him to claim his princess who really was his sister-

I claimed my princess

My eve

And my Wanda

In this bright star of hope and faith I chased you and my destiny:


And you let me catch you

Thus leading us

You and me

Thus guiding us

You and me to our love nest:

Which you and I had planned to build

Have built

And are continually building:



Genesis 4:1a

The man was intimate with his wife Eve,

Ephesians 5:

31 For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife,† and the two will become one flesh.†† 32

And I knew you

And you knew me

We knew each other:

In a dance of love:







A act of worship





And defined

by God

Only two hearts

Only two minds

And two souls

Alone could experience

Alone could share that intimate nakedness

Not only in body

Not only emotionally

But spiritually bearing of who they are

Intimately and exclusively to each other


As a gift of joy sharing oneness

sharing intimacy love

A mortal copy of the infinitely profound mystery of the Trinity-

Yes As a gift of joy sharing oneness sharing intimacy love

Yes A mortal copy of the infinitely profound mystery of the Trinity:

Borrowing from 80’s culture for a finite shadow- similar to Plato’s parable of the cave

– serving as a illustration:


Or it’s twin or clone or both:


Ephesians 5:

32 This mystery† is profound, but I am talking about Christ and the church.

I sang to you then

I sing to you now

You sang to me then

And you sing to me now

We sang together then

We sing together now








Opening a whole new world:


Where dreams I had in the past

Never came true

But when I finally met you

All my dreams have and

Will always come true

Yes and amen

In you Wanda..


To always find new worlds to discover and explore-

For me alone to discover and explore:



together the natural and hidden wonders of you:

In heart

In mind

And in body……

This Wanda I sealed it with the one kiss God alone gives us:











These gems I blessed placing each on the crown I bestowed to you

In heart

In mind

Upon your head

Making you

Declaring you

My Eve…

I end where I began with the never ending story

A tale old as time

Yet always fresh and new and each unique

Each time a Adam and a Eve find each other…



Where the nothing

My nothing called loneliness

ended when your heart

Joined and intertwined with mine

Beating life hope wonder into my dying heart

Resurrecting it from the chains my personal nothing was consuming it

and yet also is just beginning

With my jasmine

My Disney princess

My Everything is

The keeper of my heart soul mind and body

My Wanda

As we write our own never ending story with

Our lives and the lives of our children….


I end where I began with the never ending story adding the circle of life to its conclusion-

(Gee doesn’t my son look like a younger version On Stranger Things and the cable commercials)

A tale old as time

Yet always fresh and new

Each time a Adam and a Eve find each other…



Where the nothing

My nothing called loneliness

ended when your heart

Joined and intertwined with mine

Beating life hope wonder into my dying heart

Resurrecting it from the chains my personal nothing was consuming it

and yet also is just beginning

With my jasmine

My Disney princess

My Eve

The keeper of my heart soul mind and body

My Wanda

As we write our own never ending story with

Our lives and the lives of our children….




To repeat the circle of life here and for


Ecclesiastes 3:

11 He has made everything appropriate† in its time.† He has also put eternity in their hearts,†

Eventually our children and their children.

To continue the earthly circle of life

And Us in heaven:

2 Corinthians 5:

8 In fact, we are confident, and we would prefer to be away from the body and at home with the Lord.† 9 Therefore, whether we are at home or away, we make it our aim to be pleasing† to him.

Continuing the heavenly circle of life

With our family and friends

To continue The never ending story

Here on this side of eternity:

“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. (NIV, Matthew 6:25-33)

To continue the never ending story

On the other side of eternity: heaven

And then to Continue the never ending story…Till all of us eventually In the redeemed creation:

“I saw a new heaven and a new earth. . . . I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God. . . . And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, ‘Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man. He will dwell with them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them as their God’” (Revelation 21: 1-3).

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦👩‍👩‍👧‍👦Epilogue: a address to all Adams and Eves

I hope you we all see this thru Christ eyes:

Luke 21:1-4 New King James Version (NKJV)

The Widow’s Two Mites

21 And He looked up and saw the rich putting their gifts into the treasury, and He saw also a certain poor widow putting in two mites.[a] So He said, “Truly I say to you that this poor widow has put in more than all; for all these out of their abundance have put in offerings [b]for God, but she out of her poverty put in all the livelihood that she had.”


That Christ with 2 fish miraculous fed 5000

Matthew 14:

13 When Jesus heard about it,† he withdrew from there by boat to a remote place to be alone. When the crowds heard this, they followed him on foot from the towns. 14 When he went ashore,† he saw a large crowd, had compassion on them, and healed their sick.† 15 When evening came, the disciples† approached him and said, “This place is deserted, and it is already late.† Send the crowds away so that they can go into the villages and buy food for themselves.” 16 “They don’t need to go away,” Jesus told them. “You give them something to eat.”

17 “But we only have five loaves and two fish here,” they said to him. 18 “Bring them here to me,” he said. 19 Then he commanded the crowds to sit down on the grass. He took the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to heaven, he blessed them. He broke the loaves and gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the crowds.† 20 Everyone ate and was satisfied. They picked up twelve baskets full of leftover pieces.† 21 Now those who ate were about five thousand men, besides women and children.

I took my God given talent of creativity to multiply and transform into a banquet for in my particular case for you Wanda to feed our hearts minds and bodies

For the rest of our lives…..

And Not thru the worlds eyes which all of us Adams and Eves are prone to:

Envy the prosperous



Becoming like the ot Israelites when they were delivered. Out of Egypt:

That night all the members of the community raised their voices and wept aloud. All the Israelites grumbled against Moses and Aaron, and the whole assembly said to them, “If only we had died in Egypt! Or in this wilderness! Why is the Lord bringing us to this land only to let us fall by the sword? Our wives and children will be taken as plunder. Wouldn’t it be better for us to go back to Egypt?” And they said to each other, “We should choose a leader and go back to Egypt.” (Numbers 14:1-4)o

Not thru sins eyes

All in its proper context

In the way God works differently between christains and non christains

Psalm 37:

do not envy those who do wrong.† 2 For they wither quickly like grass and wilt like tender green plants.† 3 Trust in the Lord and do what is good;† dwell in the land and live securely.†† 4 Take delight in the Lord, and he will give you your heart’s desires.† 5 Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him, and he will act,†

Blessings or lack or blesses

Lack of or overflowing with wealth or resources

And all lives has ups and downs

All lives has give or takes

All lives has crosses or crowns

Whether the person what’s to admit or not

Swerves a different purpose for the Christian And Non christain

Non Christian:

[God] makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust.

Matthew 5:45b


Call to repentance

Romans 2:

Or do you despise the riches of his kindness,† restraint,† and patience,† not recognizing† that God’s kindness† is intended to lead you to repentance?


First. There is a certain train or course of events, by the providence of God, falling to every one of us during our life in this world. And that is our lot, as being allotted to us by the sovereign God, our Creator and Governor, “in whose hand our breath is, and whose are all our ways. ” This train of events is widely different to different persons, according to the will and pleasure of the sovereign Manage, who orders men’s condition in the world in a great variety, some moving in a higher, some in a lower sphere.

(Thomas Boston)

All founded on the wonderful attributes of God

Sovereignty Wisdom. Mercy. Grace. Justice. Holiness. Etc

Westminster Shorter Catechism

Question 4;

Q: What is God?

A: God is a Spirit,1 infinite, eternal, and unchangeable, in his being,2 wisdom,3 power,4 holiness,5 justice,6 goodness,7 and truth.8

1 John 4:24. God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.

2 Psalm 90:2. From everlasting to everlasting, thou art God.
Malachi 3:6. For I am the Lord, I change not; therefore are ye sons of Jacob not consumed.
James 1:17. The Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.
1 Kings 8:27. But will God indeed dwell on the earth? Behold, the heaven and heaven of heavens cannot contain thee; how much less this house that I have builded?
Jeremiah 23:24. Can any hide himself in secret places that I shall not see him? Saith the Lord. Do not I fill heaven and earth? Saith the Lord.
Isaiah 40:22. It is he that sitteth upon the circle of the earth, and the inhabitants thereof are as grasshoppers; that stretcheth out the heavens as a curtain, and spreadeth them out as a tent to dwell in.

3 Psalm 147:5. Great is our Lord, and of great power: his understanding is infinite.
Romans 16:27. To God only wise, be glory through Jesus Christ for ever. Amen.

4 Genesis 17:1. And when Abram was ninety years old and nine, the Lord appeared to Abram, and said unto him, I am the Almighty God; walk before me, and be thou perfect.
Revelation 19:6. And I heard as it were the voice of a great multitude, and as the voice of many waters, and as the voice of mighty thunderings, saying, Alleluia: for the Lord God omnipotent reigneth.

5 Isaiah 57:15. For thus saith the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity, whose name is Holy; I dwell in the high and holy place, with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit, to revive the spirit of the humble, and to revive the heart of the contrite ones.
John 17:11. And now I am no more in the world, but these are in the world, and I come to thee. Holy Father, keep through thine own name those whom thou hast given me, that they may be one, as we are.
Revelation 4:8. And the four beasts had each of them six wings about him; and they werefull of eyes within: and they rest not day and night, saying, Holy, holy, holy, Lord God Almighty, which was, and is, and is to come.

6 Deuteronomy 32:4. He is the Rock, his work is perfect: for all his ways are judgment: a God of truth and without iniquity, just and right is he.

7 Psalm 100:5. For the Lord is good; his mercy is everlasting; and his truth endureth to all generations.
Romans 2:4. Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering; not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance?

8 Exodus 34:6. And the Lord passed by before him, and proclaimed, The Lord, The Lord God, merciful and gracious, longsuffering, and abundant in goodness and truth.
Psalm 117:2. For his merciful kindness is great toward us: and the truth of the Lord endureth for ever. Praise ye the Lord

Works of providence:

Q: What are God’s works of providence?

A: God’s works of providence are, his most holy,1 wise,2 and powerful preserving3 and governing all his creatures and all their actions.4

1 Psalm 145:17. The Lord is righteous in all his ways, and holy in all his works.

2 Psalm 104:24. O Lord, how manifold are thy works! in wisdom hast thou made them all: the earth is full of thy riches.

3 Hebrews 1:3. Who being the brightness of his glory, and the express image of his person, and upholding all things by the word of his power, when he had by himself purged our sins, sat down on the right hand of the Majesty on high.

4 Psalm 103:19. The Lord hath prepared his throne in the heavens; and his kingdom ruleth over all.
Matthew 10:29-30. Are not two sparrows sold for a farthing? and one of them shall not fall on the ground without your Father. But the very hairs of your head are all numbered.
Job 38-41

*Grace:Common and amazing

Common for non christain

Amazing for the Christian:

Westminster Shorter Catechism

Question 32

Q: What benefits do they that are effectually called partake of in this life?

A: They that are effectually called do in this life partake of justification,1 adoption,2 and sanctification, and the several benefits which in this life do either accompany or flow from them.3

1 Romans 8:30. Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified.

2 Ephesians 1:5. Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself.

3 1 Corinthians 1:30. But of him are ye in Christ Jesus, who of God is made unto us wisdom, and righteousness, and sanctification, and redemption

Westminster Shorter Catechism

Question 35

Q: What is sanctification?

A: Sanctification is the work of God’s free grace,1 whereby we are renewed in the whole man after the image of God,2 and are enabled more and more to die unto sin, and live unto righteousness.3

1 2 Thessalonians 2:13. God hath from the beginning chosen you to salvation through sanctification of the Spirit and of the truth.

2 Ephesians 4:23-24. And be renewed in the spirit of your mind; and that ye put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness.

3 Romans 6:4, 6, 14. Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life. . . knowing this, that our old man is crucified with him, that the body of sin might be destroyed, that henceforth we should not serve sin. . . For sin shall not have dominion over you: for ye are not under the law, but under grace.
Romans 8:4. That the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit

In this scriptural light :

Much is given much is expected:

Luke 12:46-48 Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)

46 that slave’s master will come on a day he does not expect him and at an hour he does not know. He will cut him to pieces[a] and assign him a place with the unbelievers.[b] 47 And that slave who knew his master’s will and didn’t prepare himself or do it[c] will be severely beaten. 48 But the one who did not know and did things deserving of blows will be beaten lightly. Much will be required of everyone who has been given much. And even more will be expected of the one who has been entrusted with more.[d].

And further thoughts on our wedding rings:

So that in time Our wedding rings

Like the all powerful ring in lord of the rings-the wedding ring likewise
as At times heavy to carry

,kids,bills,sickness burden,work,disappointments and temptation:


And at other times
Light as a feather
Honeymoon phase,pre-kids,kids growing up,physical intimacy,Create new life etc
Empowered by covenantal martial fidelitity and faithful and Love

It also has Power to destroy by tyranny,abuse,lies,adultery,lust,worry,embracing worldly attitude and values


When we corrupt marriage and the covenantal symbol of it: The wedding rings

We become this character in real life and as to humble us all the more WE all are born like this



Obeying-enslaved to what our precious sin uses to attract us……


Isaiah 64:

6 All of us have become like something unclean, and all our righteous acts are like a polluted† garment;† all of us wither like a leaf,† and our iniquities† carry us away like the wind.

Matthew 23:

25 “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed† and self-indulgence.† 26 Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup,† so that the outside of it† may also become clean. 27 “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs,† which appear beautiful on the outside, but inside are full of the bones of the dead and every kind of impurity. 28 In the same way, on the outside you seem righteous to people, but inside you are full of hypocrisy and lawlessness. 29 “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! You build the tombs of the prophets and decorate the graves of the righteous, 30 and you say, ‘If we had lived in the days of our ancestors, we wouldn’t have taken part with them in shedding the prophets’ blood.’ 31 So you testify against yourselves that you are descendants of those who murdered the prophets. 32 Fill up, then, the measure of your ancestors’ sins!†

Where is the respect and honor due??? Rev.

And again in the Bronx;


Gee and this generation is our future???

Bleak-very bleak indeed!!!!

Their parents should respond in old school style:

The perianal standby favorite:

Gee,When I went to public school we went on school trips as well to police and fire stations and learned also about American government to the office of the president to learn to rightfully respect and rightfully honor and rightfully regard these men and women who put their lives on the line for us or lead us…

Knowingly or unknowingly fulfilling and upholding God’s will:

Romans 13:

1 LET EVERY person be loyally subject to the governing (civil) authorities. For there is no authority except from God [by His permission, His sanction], and those that exist do so by God’s appointment. [Prov. 8: 15.] 2 Therefore he who resists and sets himself up against the authorities resists what God has appointed and arranged [in divine order]. And those who resist will bring down judgment upon themselves [receiving the penalty due them]. 3 For civil authorities are not a terror to [people of] good conduct, but to [those of] bad behavior. Would you have no dread of him who is in authority? Then do what is right and you will receive his approval and commendation. 4 For he is God’s servant for your good. But if you do wrong, [you should dread him and] be afraid, for he does not bear and wear the sword for nothing. He is God’s servant to execute His wrath (punishment, vengeance) on the wrongdoer. 5 Therefore one must be subject, not only to avoid God’s wrath and escape punishment, punishment, but also as a matter of principle and for the sake of conscience. 6 For this same reason you pay taxes, for [the civil authorities] are official servants under God, devoting themselves to attending to this very service. 7 Render to all men their dues. [Pay] taxes to whom taxes are due, revenue to whom revenue is due, respect to whom respect is due, and honor to whom honor is due.

Now today’s generation you have both disdain and contempt for them-

And especially now they cry out bad cops!!!

Or they are racist!!!

kind of reminds how they embrace wholeheartedly the mindset of the Old Testament Israelites:

Judges 17:

6 b In those days there was no king in Israel. c Everyone did what was right in his own eyes.

Yet God teaches us things His word: all mankind is born and are sinners:

Romans 3:

23 Since all have sinned and are falling short of the honor and glory [14] which God bestows and receives.

Romans 2:

14 For when the Gentiles, which have not the law, do by nature the things contained in the law, these, having not the law, are a law unto themselves:

This we have in all fields of life,occupations and careers bad and good people

Christians and non christians alike as well…

Smallville and our longings part 1

Gee From hearing the Smallville theme song from a series about a young Clark Kent becoming superman:

(Besides the obvious the universal longing to be saved but that I will write another day)

And all the superhero movies ,graphic novels,cartoons,video games and comic books

That have inspired

That will inspire

That have yet to be written

That have yet to be produced

That have yet to be directed

That have yet to be animated

That have yet to be drawn

And that have yet to be designed….

All their superpowers discovered and yet to be discovered

Is humankind’s longing –

Our unified longing from the fall

Our personal personal longing of that fall-

That lies in our subconscious or our redeemed hearts

Or both in unison Echoing :

We know that the whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now. And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. (Romans 8:22–23)

That All their superpowers discovered and yet to be discovered

COMBINED fall short of the glorified bodies Christ will give us at His coming or our going home:

Philippians 3:20–21

20 But our citizenship is in heaven, and dfrom it we await a Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ, 21 who will transform four lowly body gto be like his glorious body, hby the power that enables him even ito subject all things to himself.

And just as we have borne the likeness of the earthly man, so shall we bear the likeness of the man from heaven” (1 Corinthians 15:49)

Another of My Washington Heights teaches me theology

My Washington Heights teaches me theology

Psalm 19 English Standard Version (ESV)

The Law of the Lord Is Perfect

To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David.


The heavens declare the glory of God,

    and the sky above[a] proclaims his handiwork.

Day to day pours out speech,

    and night to night reveals knowledge.

There is no speech, nor are there words,

    whose voice is not heard.

Their voice[b] goes out through all the earth,

    and their words to the end of the world.

In them he has set a tent for the sun,

I heard a patient when I went with my wife to take our daughter Leilani to see her dermatologist and I heard a patient loudly conversing (as if in the normal silence of the waiting room was rather like that of a musical concert put on by a heavy metal group….)

-on her smartphone in her remarks She said

I have done more good than bad….

Gee she has a scale salvation theology which is appealing and acceptable and most naturally chosen by all people till the true gospel confronts them like WWE wrestlers in a steel cage match:

Scale theology is good works from Earliest examples from Cain and Abel :

Approaching God mans way or God’s:

My terms my wisdom my preferences my acceptance I dictate the agreement shopping in our personal vanity fair of different religions or no-religions. heaven salvation insurance companies which I can accept by human wisdom and human heart:weighing heart against feather -I do ,I done more good than bad-

Defining and tipping the scale like the young ruler try to do or thought he did:

Mark 10:17-27 Christian Standard Bible (CSB)

The Rich Young Ruler

17 As he was setting out on a journey, a man ran up, knelt down before him, and asked him, “Good teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?”

18 “Why do you call me good?” Jesus asked him. “No one is good except God alone. 19 You know the commandments: Do not murder; do not commit adultery; do not steal; do not bear false witness; do not defraud; honor your father and mother.”[a]

20 He said to him, “Teacher, I have kept all these from my youth.”

21 Looking at him, Jesus loved him and said to him, “You lack one thing: Go, sell all you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come,[b] follow me.” 22 But he was dismayed by this demand, and he went away grieving, because he had many possessions.

Possessions and the Kingdom

23 Jesus looked around and said to his disciples, “How hard it is for those who have wealth to enter the kingdom of God!”

24 The disciples were astonished at his words. Again Jesus said to them, “Children, how hard it is[c] to enter the kingdom of God! 25 It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God.”

26 They were even more astonished, saying to one another, “Then who can be saved?”

27 Looking at them, Jesus said, “With man it is impossible, but not with God, because all things are possible with God.”

It is human lies

It is a human fantasy

Not biblical reality

Scales salvation-

Filthy rags trying to buy salvation like Simon sorcerer trying to buy the power of the Holy Spirit:

Acts 8:9-25 New International Version (NIV)

Simon the Sorcerer

Now for some time a man named Simon had practiced sorcery in the city and amazed all the people of Samaria. He boasted that he was someone great, 10 and all the people, both high and low, gave him their attention and exclaimed, “This man is rightly called the Great Power of God.” 11 They followed him because he had amazed them for a long time with his sorcery. 12 But when they believed Philip as he proclaimed the good news of the kingdom of God and the name of Jesus Christ, they were baptized, both men and women. 13 Simon himself believed and was baptized. And he followed Philip everywhere, astonished by the great signs and miracles he saw.

14 When the apostles in Jerusalem heard that Samaria had accepted the word of God, they sent Peter and John to Samaria. 15 When they arrived, they prayed for the new believers there that they might receive the Holy Spirit, 16 because the Holy Spirit had not yet come on any of them; they had simply been baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus. 17 Then Peter and John placed their hands on them, and they received the Holy Spirit.

18 When Simon saw that the Spirit was given at the laying on of the apostles’ hands, he offered them money 19 and said, “Give me also this ability so that everyone on whom I lay my hands may receive the Holy Spirit.”

20 Peter answered: “May your money perish with you, because you thought you could buy the gift of God with money! 21 You have no part or share in this ministry, because your heart is not right before God. 22 Repent of this wickedness and pray to the Lord in the hope that he may forgive you for having such a thought in your heart. 23 For I see that you are full of bitterness and captive to sin.”

24 Then Simon answered, “Pray to the Lord for me so that nothing you have said may happen to me.”

25 After they had further proclaimed the word of the Lord and testified about Jesus, Peter and John returned to Jerusalem, preaching the gospel in many Samaritan villages.

This mentAlity plus I am good and I am better than them and

I did this and that will end in

Jesus saying depart from me:

Matthew 7:21-23 English Standard Version (ESV)

I Never Knew You

21 “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. 22 On that day many will say to me, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and cast out demons in your name, and do many mighty works in your name?’ 23 And then will I declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness.’

Yet those same filthy rags and individual gifts and talents when we approach Christ His way-

Becomes acceptable in Him as acts of humility,obedience,worship,love,reverence,praise and gratitude…..


Let us never assume that if we live good lives we will be without sin; our lives should be praised only when we continue to beg for pardon. But men are hopeless creatures, and the less they concentrate on their own sins, the more interested they become in the sins of others. They seek to criticize, not to correct. Unable to excuse themselves, they are ready to accuse others.”

I’m with John Newton and all the saints and Christians who said or have said “I am a great sinner and Christ is a greater Savior.”

3 Reasons Pastors and ‘Authors’ Should Never Plagiarize

3 Reasons Pastors and ‘Authors’ Should Never Plagiarize
— Read on www.thegospelcoalition.org/article/3-reasons-pastors-never-plagiarize/

Gee they not only do this but from my personal experience they and ministries troll blogs stealing what they like and passing it as their own giving no credit to the original author…I privately emailed them 2 years ago…I am still waiting….It really made me angry,bitter and violated but it opened my naive eyes……..

To this biblical reality:

A s. Soon as i saw it i took some notes

And thought isnt he a christian should he know better???

We at best have Feet of clay

We are not sinless and perfect here on earth

We at times have a Goliath mentality when we face David’s…

A big shark preying on little fish

Or pharisaical Teflon dons untouchables

We are struggling with sin and we should see our heros in the faith

Famous unknown

Male female

Reformed to evangelical

Living and dead

In this biblical light

at worst the total depravity meaning if nobody is looking they indulge their sinful nature in my case stealing ones ideas and passing it off as ones own….

Grudge and I am not talking about the look or music style

Watching this particular Liberty mutual grudge commercial brings to mind this observation about me,you and all of us:

Gee it is so easy people can forgive themselves or seek themselves forgiveness


But when it comes for us in forgiving others most of us can’t let go even when they themselves have been forgiving infinitely more by God and even when they say with theirs lips 👄 it just a motion that is amply a eraser that goes thru the motions but never erases the debt…..

(Mark 7:6 (Phi) Jesus replied, “You hypocrites, Isaiah described you beautifully when he wrote: ‘These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me.’ These teachings are but rules made by men.“)

They make the person pay and pay ad infinitum

Yes say they have forgiven the person with the air that escapes-

But show they still bear a grudge

Showing they haven’t

Recalling it in moments of anger and resentment

They expect and it is their right for forgiveness but concerning others you get forgiveness with grudges definition that is world forgiveness

Calls to mind:

Matthew 18:

21 Then Peter came up and said to him, “Lord, how often ywill my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? zAs many as seven times?” 22 Jesus said to him, “I do not say to you seven times, but seventy-seven times.

Matthew 18:

23 “Therefore the kingdom of heaven may be compared to a king who wished ato settle accounts with his servants.7 24 When he began to settle, one was brought to him who owed him bten thousand ctalents.8 25 dAnd since he could not pay, his master ordered him eto be sold, with his wife and fchildren and all that he had, and payment to be made. 26 So the servant9 gfell on his knees, imploring him, ‘Have patience with me, and I will pay you everything.’ 27 And out of pity for him, the master of that servant released him and dforgave him the debt. 28 But when that same servant went out, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred hdenarii,10 and seizing him, he began to choke him, saying, ‘Pay what you owe.’ 29 So his fellow servant fell down and pleaded with him, ‘Have patience with me, and I will pay you.’ 30 He refused and went and put him in prison until he should pay the debt. 31 When his fellow servants saw what had taken place, they were greatly distressed, and they went and reported to their master all that had taken place. 32 Then his master summoned him and said to him, ‘You wicked servant! I forgave you all that debt because you pleaded with me. 33 iAnd should not you have had mercy on your fellow servant, as I had mercy on you?’ 34 jAnd in anger his master delivered him to the jailers,11 kuntil he should pay all his debt. 35 lSo also my heavenly Father will do to every one of you, if you do not forgive your brother mfrom your heart.”

And this 80’s Christian song :

Even the brother of the prodigal son even when his father forgave the younger brother-he himself could not find himself unable to forgive:

Luke 15:11–32:

Eph 4:26-27,31 (NIV) “In your anger do not sin”: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold… Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice.

1 Jn 2:9 (Wey) Any one who professes to be in the light and yet hates his brother is still in darkness.

Mat 6:12 (NIV) Forgive us our debts, AS WE also have forgiven our debtors.

Col 3:12-13 (Jer) You are God’s chosen race, his saints; he loves you, and you should be clothed in sincere compassion, in kindness and humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with one another; forgive each other as soon as a quarrel begins. The Lord has forgiven you; now you must do the same.

I end this with 70×7 this time sung by David Meece:

UFOs,the Christian Faith and Christains devouring their own with words

Gee From Hollywood Movies and books and the rest of media and social institutions present:

Aliens as invaders

Alien as our saviors

Aliens as our companions freeing us from a sense of loneliness and solitude in the universe and not only this but

Aliens as our creators

Yet when Pastor Moore spoke on this issue:

Fellow Christains Like the Greek Myth of Cronus the Titan devouring his children or the dalaks in modern day Dr. Who shouting exterminate in this case :

Began attacking him

Gee all pastor Moore is doing is applying the Christian faith to this topic and fellow Christians are taking turns punching him with words thru the lens of their particular theology like Christians who declare your are not christian if you hold unto this particular end times view….etc

My God where is the unity John Piper writes:


I tell you where their unity is their denominational distinctives

I tell you Where is the love using words that kill rather heal or have a friendly debate

I tell you Where is the charity to disagree on non essentials and be steadfast in the essentials

And why provide a show of comedy errors before a ever watching world????

All Pastor Moore was doing was similar to what Paul did at mars Hill meeting people at point of contact and nowadays christains as well applying the faith to current issues that they too have themselves,have encountered and will encounter and how God’s word provides guidance to all life’s issues and shows where our thinking is wrong and needs correction…


But a point of contact similar to Paul and mars hill to those in the culture that believe this

I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen – not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else (C.S. Lewis).

“Scripture is like a working museum of which the Spirit is the Curator, showing us around and explaining the wonders of the mind of the Maker. In this museum we are taken behind the scenes to learn from God Himself. In growing to know God, therefore, there is no substitute for the discipline of Bible study and Scripture reading and meditation. We cannot bypass the handbook God has given to us and then expect that we can know Him in our own way. The only god we can know in our own way is a god that we make in our own image.” – Sinclair Ferguson

And thus using our motif that Tv,media,books and Hollywood has provided us we can form a answer:

-That Christ invaded our history our world

John 1:14

And the Word (Christ) became flesh (human, incarnate) and tabernacled (fixed His tent of flesh, lived awhile) among us; and we [actually] saw His glory (His honor, His majesty), such glory as an only begotten son receives from his father, full of grace (favor, loving-kindness) and truth.

-That He alone is He is the one and only true savior

Acts 4:12

“And there is salvation in no one else; for there is no other name under heaven that has been given among men by which we must be saved.”

-That He alone is creator:

Genesis 1:26-28 King James Version (KJV)

And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth.

So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.

And God blessed them, and God said unto them, Be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it: and have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over every living thing that moveth upon the earth.

-That because He is we are never alone

And again I repeat myself I felt bad when some Christian s like Cronus began devouring Him with words and all he was doing by applying the christain faith-being a paul at mars hill using this as a point of contact


2 Timothy 4:2

Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all long-suffering and doctrine

This is portion of what I am writing In my son statement of belief:

Concerning ufos, aliens they are very likely demonic entities that always point people away from Christ and His word—yet if they truly exist (most likely animal/plant/microscopic life) that in no way will change or alter man’s need of Jesus Christ as their Lord and savior…..

and in fact all of creation is waiting for redemption that includes aliens if they do exist

Romans 8:18-25 (ESV)

The Whole Creation Groans

18 For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.

19 For the creation waits with eager longing for the revealing of the sons of God.

20 For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of him who subjected it, in hope 21 that the creation itself will be set free from its bondage to corruption and obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God.

22 For we know that the whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now. 23 And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies.

24 For in this hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? 25 But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience.

Nor harm the essential doctrines nor the inspiration, validity, sufficiency or truthfulness of God’s word………

This is a timely article by Scott Sauls on:

Sticks, Stones, and the Crushing (or Mending) Power of Words


 Further article of interest:



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