📌📌📌The Poem of cycles of ❤️ of Willie y Wanda REVISED again with epilogue

❤️First-cycle:📌📌📌The Poem of cycles of ❤️ of Willie y Wanda REVISED again with epilogue

On August.11 is me and my Wanda our wedding anniversary and who would’ve known this living embodiment of the 40 year old virgin:


would’ve finally find love with a young hot babe Wanda castillo

Who unlike this Van Halen song…once you go Latina you never go back:

-Who is 11 years my junior-who would’ve thought especially when I pursued her -she would not give me time and day and since we worked in the same place I would sign the lunch and break sheet at the same time she signed up and it never would happen she would change it…..

She was like my Doomsday:

She was like Mr.T or Apollo and I was Rocky being knock down to the canvas…..

yet like Rocky I had heart and got up each time before the bell ringed.’’(yet God had more of a hand-

Or this generations Rocky who has the same heart but is relatively unknown- only known by a few or like me was my last choice because the other movies were sold out:

And Eminem was my corner ring man in either scenario :

In this sense I can jokingly picture God seeing His Adam and Eve perfectly complimenting and made for each other caught in a seemingly inescapable loop of indecision that God just steps in and throws them together.’’’)

And come to think of it when love comes easy you do not appreciate or cherish as much as when you struggle and fight for that special eve that has a fortress around her heart towards you and you alone like the Sting song in this sense:

(Nowadays its further reinforced by the me too movement that are justified in some cases but in other cases it is ridiculous taking courtship and dating ages old practices like holding doors,giving 🌺,non sexual compliments etc like natural courtship rituals in God’s animal creation:

and making them into Orwellian crimes of action and thought

against all womankind that ever lived,lived and will live leaving us singles unable to move in our personal quest of love like confused and afraid to act or say anything in our courtship version of the divine,theological,biblical and philosophical friction between free will and predestination) feeling and living like a Natalie imbruglia torn video:

And I would’ve wandered aimlessly worn and battered like a human

Springsteen’s streets of Philadelphia song or U2 video:

for all eternity in this desert searching for my desert rose-my garden of eden among stretching before and beyond the horizon glaring-that is all I can see:

On a road I traveled exclusively a psalm of longing and lament that only adorned my parched lips seeking the waters of life which were the kisses that only belonged to my Eve

since the day I first saw the God given beauty of eves

My personal garden of Eden

Built for two and any fruits of that Love

To have a wonderful day in that

our personal neighborhood:


Matthew 19:

5and said, ‘Therefore a man shall leave his father and his mother and hold fast to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh’? 6So they are no longer two but one flesh. What therefore God has joined together, let not man separate.” 7They said to him, “Why then did Moses command one to give a certificate of divorce and to send her away?” 8He said to them, “Because of your hardness of heart Moses allowed you to divorce your wives, but from the beginning it was not so. 9And I say to you: whoever divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality, and marries another, commits adultery.”a



Nurtured and


Wanting with all my heart soul and body

To be a Eve’s Teddy bear:

Till I found you and you weren’t a illusion a mirage a empty dream a song by God’s grace sweet song greeting the ears of my heart:

Now known as the shrek


But I knew it from the monkeys original:

Yet even then with all the proof

Than I had finally find my quests end

My hearts keeper whose eyes

I find life

Whose eyes I am complete:

I tried not to close my eyes and miss the Kodak moments even if it was a delusion,wishful thinking that was without any shred of evidence or proof of existence….

of You- Wanda Castillo

The once and future Mrs Morales-

and fail this time like always-

falling asleep and finding myself beside once again to the stark reality

I was still alone :

Leaving also on my parched lips and mouth as if it was sewn on by the threads of


Of unfounded hope

And its signs that were nothing but sandcastles of and in the air

Always ready to burst and disapplate

And scatter into the nothingness of the void of the never ending story that could’ve been but will never be:

The original:

The nothing:

My eternal question: Hello and its not Adele’s but rather Lionel Ritchie’s Hello:

And when you worked your last day at Barnes Noble the original and we exchanged numbers and promises to keep in contact were given to each other that turned out to be true and not pleasant meaningless promises… I had this song in my mind as you left seeming to be my last time I would see you:

And meditating and pondering and stressing like the Timmy Tee song:

will you ever give me another chance

One more try…

to eternally fix the gaze of your heart eternally only on me and me alone-even though I have no foggy idea or notion or plan or scheme what to do and what to say –

I truly needed a Rosetta Stone as these Phil Collins songs played in my mind testifying how I felt:


I don’t have these time machines:



or the superhero ability:



I can not go back into time and correct-

Rectify my failures

My indecisiveness

And my foolishness

And my sins like a personal Groundhog Day:


Once I have committed them

They become etched and chiseled eternally in the rock of eternity

Never ever able to call them back:

(Summing up since I fall short of the present cultural norms of Prince Charming of not only the first look but the second,third etc that alone stacks the odds of me finding love all the more)

to translate so you can comprehend,understand,convince,plead my case and think when I say I love you that they were not just words of empty air but were were given the breathe of life…given wings by you and you alone…….like the poor mans version of Lloyd:

Always facing this question as well that I always knew the answer… But this time

Hoping it will be one happy ending:


And not the angelic heavenly host

Watching my life constantly and expressing:


And reaffirming this lie with my life’s blood and sweat:


That Saturday night I hung out with the group at work and fate intervened on the way back to our respective homes we bumped into each other and it seemed Cupid called a major air strike:

That all I can remember I ended up with a first date with you and gee it wouldn’t be the last as a matter of fact today and in the words of:


Into the fathomless depths of eternity

Yes The truth was out there:


Yes it was and is somewhere in God’s heavens:


Yes That truth where it lies was with you and you alone Wanda:

Your heart alone had a willy shaped keyhole

Which I alone can open

Which I alone can enter

Which I alone can call home

Somewhere in my personal Lost in space:


Thank God He gave you eyes to look beyond the gossip and rumors that were spread about me:



To see my real ❤️:

To see the real me:

Or his modern day counterpart:

That this one and last time

was not ending like it always did like the final scene of glory-seemingly rallying to win then reality sets in:


Like the incredible hulk smashing you:


That reality set in as a new day When I saw you for our first date you looked enchantingly radiant looking like the fourth member of TLC:


So much so I can hear this TLC song:

And our first date was the movie frequency:


And the movie title became a living motif of the wonderful reality that finally love have found our frequencies to our hearts and they were communicating the only way the language of love can talk between a Adam and His Eve:

And afterwards I felt like these cartoon characters:



In jubilee as I approached my promised land like the Israelites of the Old Testament:


Feeling like the highlander:



victorious to be the last one standing to claim the prize and in my case that prize Wanda was your ❤️…

📌📌📌📌Cycle 2: The church wedding. Revised

While both anxiously


And stressful waiting for you with my best man Ryan to come down the aisle

And meet and join me in the front of the sanctuary

Side by side

God officiating

To bless and consecrate our union

Before our family

Before our friends

And before the hosts of heaven

By following her own personal yellow brick road like a real life Dorothy from the wizard of oz not to find her great wizard oz to find her way back home to Kansas but to find me and our future home together:


Remembering cherishing the love you Wanda freely blessed me with putting the broken pieces of me (like a human Humpty Dumpty and unlike the nursery rhyme where he had a great fall-As you can tell I had many great falls…)


not only she alone in all heaven and earth could put me together but she did it more better-

Reminding of this show growing up …,


And accounting for today’s inflation you made me into the billon dollar man.,,

Then When I saw you coming down the aisle

All I can see was you;

And that moment I first saw you you were transformed into my Cinderella

and this Cinderella you Wanda was not a make a believe character in a fairytale made up of words and pictures but a Eve made of flesh and blood living in real space and time-given life and existence by the breath of God and made in His image…


And at that moment I first saw you as well you

-you come down the aisle like a field of dreams experience

God behind the scenes of my life


Into the ears of my heart and soul and mind


In my case it was she will come-and that she was you Wanda-

A angel from heaven-A piece of heavenly real estate come down to me

That I alone can claim and will claim

Bright and dazzling

Yes and yes and infinite yeses you took my breath away:

At that moment Wanda As I saw you coming down the aisle it was like magic-

And I have to repeat again and again Wanda

All I can see was you

Everybody else became like:


At that moment Cupid let out another barrage of:


Like these superhero’s:



Which became these songs that burned forever in the very fabric of our minds,hearts and souls:









Becoming Not a weird science experiment of my mind and wishful thinking or unfounded hope:


Becoming Not my modern Frankenstein only real in my thoughts and dreams that only give it a semblance of life:


And not authenticating Macbeth as my Biblical prophet

Professing from the Very mouth of God a infallible prophetic utterance and description of my life what it is

What it was

What it will be

And how it ends:

Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,

Creeps in this trivial pace from day to day,

To the last syllable of recorded time.

And all our yesterdays have lighted

The way to dusty death for fools. Out, out, brief candle!

Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player

That struts and frets his hour upon the stage

And then is heard no more. It is a tale

Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,

Signifying nothing.

In light of this wonderful revelation

These cultural icons

These songs

These videos

These words

Or this word

(I borrow and in my creativity I see where they can fit)


Are symbols

I hammer into the shapes

Alone forging them with spiritual fire from my soul,mind and heart:

A human Prometheus using the tool of

Mind mapping in the act of creation

Are coordinates on Our treasure map

Giving us directions to these Kodak moments:



Of where we hid them them in the depths of our minds and hearts:


So they can be memorialized and dwell solely in our hearts

Be triggers

Be As launching pads

For our precious moments

To either be expressed by me point blank

Or by my God given creativity

For her heart

And my heart

To treasure and times be of comfort

Of nostalgia

A suit of armor and banner when sin the world and devil besieged our personal garden of eden

A hospital to heal our wounds

Our physician to diagnose and treat our sicknesses

A shield and a shelter from life storms to seek refuge and safety in….

Living memorial markers

To our first contact

Our first kiss

Our dating

Our courtship

Our marriage

And our only family…

(Psalm 127:3 English Standard Version (ESV)

Behold, children are a heritage from the Lord,

    the fruit of the womb a reward.)

Forging them



And inscribing them

(Gee reminds me of this movie)


into this wedding ring I will place on your wedding finger…

As two lives become one brand new life

I Took a chance and Faced the fierce winds of rejection,uncertainty and failure

Before it Led us to the front:

a church altar and pulpit

Before us our modern day Mt. Sinai

*Where the True God came down to man:


1 NOW MOSES kept the flock of Jethro his father-in-law, the priest of Midian; and he led the flock to the back or west side of the wilderness and came to Horeb or Sinai, the mountain of God. 2 The [4] Angel of the Lord appeared to him in a flame of fire out of the midst of a bush; and he looked, and behold, the bush burned with fire, yet was not consumed. 3 And Moses said, I will now turn aside and see this great sight, why the bush is not burned. 4 And when the Lord saw that he turned aside to see, God called to him out of the midst of the bush and said, Moses, Moses! And he said, Here am I. 5 God said, Do not come near; put your shoes off your feet, for the place on which you stand is holy ground. 6 Also He said, I am the God of your father, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob. And Moses hid his face, for he was afraid to look at God.

*Our modern day Abraham and Isaac sacrificial altar:

(Genesis 22:

8 Abraham said, My son, [46] God Himself will provide a lamb for the burnt offering. So the two went on together. 9 When they came to the place of which God had told him, Abraham built an altar there; then he laid the wood in order and [47] bound Isaac his son and laid him on the altar on the wood. [Matt. 10: 37.] 10 And Abraham stretched forth his hand and took hold of the knife to slay his son. [Heb. 11: 17–19.] 11 But the [48] Angel of the Lord called to him from heaven and said, Abraham, Abraham! He answered, Here I am. 12 And He said, Do not lay your hand on the lad or do anything to him; for now I know that you fear and revere God, since you have not held back from Me or begrudged giving Me your son, your only son. 13 Then Abraham looked up and glanced around, and behold, behind him was a ram caught in a thicket by his horns. And Abraham went and took the ram and offered it up for a burnt offering and an ascending sacrifice instead of his son! 14 So Abraham called the name of that place The Lord Will Provide. And it is said to this day, On the mount of the Lord it will be provided.)

A foreshadowing:

I….Traveled many roads either getting me hopefully lost or proved to be dead ends

Till I found the only road God blessed me with to walk and led me to you Wanda ending and beginning at the front of a church and a pulpit

Watching come down the aisle to join me

And to join our lives :


This time

Not a pre recorded audience going aah at not finding my trulove

My hearts keeper again and again


But this victory anthem for all Adams and all Eves:


And we exchanged our vows

Yet there is a touch of regret and sadness

As I fall under your enchantment

As you walk down the aisle

Instead of a perfect Adam and perfect eve

In a Disney perfect marriage


A perfect creation…

Yet because of God’s love and mercy continues to be a gift of God-

Created by Him for us

Continues to be our blessing from Him

Marriage of all Adams and eves

Whether they acknowledge it or not

Give Him credit or someone or something else:

Continues to be a holy and sacred and inclusive

special garden of eden

like the original eden

Yet Not a Disney movies of happily ever afters.

We introduce express it to each other

Gen 3:1-24

is marred by sin

Adams sins

Eves sins

Both our sins

And Sins other Adams and eves do to other edenic unions

Truly Because of The fall and sin-

Now it is rather a sinful Adam and a sinful Eve

In a imperfect marriage living out dickens quote:

“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of light, it was the season of darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair.”

Thus There is no perfect marriage like this all the time:


At times more like this(the new normal) because of the fall and its effects:


Adams vs Eves

Eves vs Adams

Adams vs themselves

Eves vs themselves

And everybody is shouting and nobody is really listening:

And Adams and Eves vs other Adams and Eves

To rule

To conquer

And to dominate:

And this truth

Is both bitter and sweet

As we exchange our marriage vows

I know

I ponder

I embrace

I claim

I make it my own and not be mimicking this truth like a:

What greater responsibility


What great stewardship

What greater honor

What greater shepherd-ship

That God can give any Adam

That His eve and his family

To put his body in the line for them:


Where sin like Thanos ready to destroy all things God can,has created and brought together with a snap of a finger again:


Or sin like Vader on his Death Star:


Yet my Wanda can and has stepped in

Proving she is just as complete and strong:

Time after time


Yet it is also ironically Bitter because the presence of sin in all such relationships and in ours

Yet sweet even though sin is present

God’s mercy,grace is infinitely greater-blessing,nurturing,sustaining,defending,purifying,sanctifying and healing what sin seeks to kill and destroy or at least pervert,maim disables or cripple-again I use this video analogy:


And makes it a further tragedy is that most of mankind is unaware of sins true malicious intentions it’s true conspiracies of conspiracies its hidden master agenda….

To destroy marriage

God’s symbolizing a finite copy of the divine trinity but of the heavenly church by:



For just pleasure

For just producing children

Sex as a chore

Sex as a necessary evil

Sex to keep the man

Sex to serve the man

Either extremes

For just companionships

As a mindless plaything to do our bidding

Like xanth where you Sow wild oats nymphs

“Son, believe me, I understand; I sowed wild oats myself when I was your age. Got me a nymph, too, with flowing green hair and a body like the great outdoors. But I had forgotten about the special watering, and so she got away. I never saw anything so lovely in my life—except your mother, of course.”

Roland’s face became serious. “To a young man, the thought of a lovely nude nymph may be very tempting,” he went on. “All the physical features of a woman, and none of the mental ones. But, son, this is a childish dream, like finding a candy tree. The real thing will not be all you hope for. One quickly becomes tired of unlimited candy, and so it also is with a mindless female body. A man can’t love a nymph. His eagerness quickly becomes boredom, and then disgust.”

If God meant it to be like that He would’ve created mindless eves to be all all Adams playthings which ironically sin has done-

Rather He created Adams and eves equally in His image

Each with a particular defined role

Yet equal and one:

Genesis 1:27 

So God created mankind in his own image,

    in the image of God he created them;

    male and female he created them.

That is why God says love her as you love yourself:


25 Husbands,love your wives,† just as Christ loved† the church and gave himself† for her 26 to make her holy, cleansing† her with the washing of water by the word. 27 He did this to present the church to himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or anything like that, but holy and blameless.† 28 In the same way, husbands are to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. 29 For no one ever hates his own flesh but provides and cares for it, just as Christ does for the church, 30 since we are members of his body.† 31 For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife,† and the two will become one flesh.†† 32 This mystery† is profound, but I am talking about Christ and the church. 33 To sum up, each one of you is to love his wife as himself, and the wife is to respect her husband.

Like a modern day version of This 80’s hero:

Ephesians 5:

22 Wives,† submit†† to your husbands† as to the Lord, 23 because the husband is the head of the wife† as Christ is the head† of the church. He is the Savior of the body.† 24


that way you see her not as a slave plaything indentured servant but like yourself royalty her queenship to your kingship:

Matthew Henry:

Eve was not taken out of Adam’s head to top him, neither out of his feet to be trampled on by him, but out of his side to be equal with him, under his arm to be protected by him, and near his heart to be loved by him.”

Like CS Lewis in his chronicles of narnia books:

“You come of the Lord Adam and the Lady Eve,” said Aslan. “And that is both honor enough to erect the head of the poorest beggar, and shame enough to bow the shoulders of the greatest emperor on earth.”

We are given freedom and liberty but within the parameters God has given us-His Law:

Rom 2:15 KJV – 15 Which shew the work of the law written in their hearts, their conscience also bearing witness, and their thoughts the mean while accusing or else excusing one another;)

Hebrews 10:

16  “This is the covenant that I will make with them

after those days, declares the Lord:

I will put my laws on their hearts,

and write them on their minds,”

17 then he adds,

“I will remember their sins and their lawless deeds no more.”

In our case to prevent us from harming others,ourselves

Access to the ever present danger of sin in our lives and the lives of others

It’s dangers

It’s repercussions

In others lives as well as our own

Now and future

In a way I am reminded of this 80’s movie that applied to us gives us a similar idea:


End of this cycle


The final cycle:the wedding night💜💜💜💜💜💜

The moment finally arrived

I pulled my sword from stone:


like a modern day King Arthur:


Ready to claim my Camelot:

which was not a physical kingdom but a human one shaped with dangerous curves and full luscious lips to die and resurrect me

Again and again

you wanda

And by the way didn’t I say I was also hungry like a wolf then and even now and perpetually into the depths of eternity

Even when I am withering away

And you remain in my eyes

Forever young

As my heavenly goddess



I want to know what Love is

Not modern love stripped of God

The King and I don’t have in mind Elvis:

Striped of God’s word

Tearing the protective hedges God has raised

Surrounding that divine institution:

Songs of Solomon 2:

Woman† 15 Catch the foxes for us†—the little foxes that ruin the vineyards—for our vineyards are in bloom.†

Yes these Sins techniques inspired the game show Let’s make a deal



Yet unlike the game shows where 1or 2 out of 3 doors contain a great prize

Sin the originator offers no grand prizes but booby prizes at each door we may choose that only guarantees in the vanity fair of this fallen world

Not only hell on earth

But if no repentance

Turning to Christ

And Following Him

Out of gratitude

Then in the hereafter death hell for a eternity

With no chance ever of a heavenly get out of jail card:


In whatever shape the world makes or corrupts

Apart from the True Gospel:

Ephesians 2:

4 But God—so rich is He in His mercy! Because of and in order to satisfy the great and wonderful and intense love with which He loved us, 5 Even when we were dead (slain) by [our own] shortcomings and trespasses, He made us alive together in fellowship and in union with Christ; [He gave us the very life of Christ Himself, the same new life with which He quickened Him, for] it is by grace (His favor and mercy which you did not deserve) that you are saved ([ 4] delivered from judgment and made partakers of Christ’s salvation). 6 And He raised us up together with Him and made us sit down together [giving us [5] joint seating with Him] in the heavenly sphere [by virtue of our being] in Christ Jesus (the Messiah, the Anointed One). 7 He did this that He might clearly demonstrate through the ages to come the immeasurable (limitless, surpassing) riches of His free grace (His unmerited favor) in [His] kindness and goodness of heart toward us in Christ Jesus. 8 For it is by free grace (God’s unmerited favor) that you are saved ([ 6] delivered from judgment and made partakers of Christ’s salvation) through [your] faith. And this [salvation] is not of yourselves [of your own doing, it came not through your own striving], but it is the gift of God; 9 Not because of works [not the fulfillment of the Law’s demands], lest any man should boast. [It is not the result of what anyone can possibly do, so no one can pride himself in it or take glory to himself.] 10 For we are God’s [own] handiwork (His workmanship), [7] recreated in Christ Jesus, [born anew] that we may do those good works which God predestined (planned beforehand) for us [taking paths which He prepared ahead of time], that we should walk in them [living the good life which He prearranged and made ready for us to live].

Acts 4:

12 And there is salvation in and through no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by and in which we must be saved.


Some of the booby prize sins behind it lets make a deal doors are:

Keep up with the Jones’s

The grass is always greener on the other side


Soft porn hard porn

Erotic fiction erotic non fiction (eventually the christainty that copies emulates the world

Will have their own ripped up and poorly made knockoffs…versions of these booby prizes

If it doesn’t possess it already….




Gender defined by feelings







Yet with sins game show neither door has a prize

Just a booby prize

And we all are part of the studio audience dressed in whatever sins we are prone to and naturally attractively drawn too…

Romans 3:

23 For all have sinned† and fall short of the† glory of God.

Luke 18:

18 A† ruler† asked him, “Good teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life? ”† 19 “Why do you call me good? ” Jesus asked him. “No one is good except God alone. 20 You know the commandments: Do not commit adultery; do not murder; do not steal; do not bear false witness; honor your father and mother.”†† 21 “I have kept all these from my youth,” he said.

22 When Jesus heard this, he told him, “You still lack one thing: Sell all you have and distribute it to the poor,† and you will have treasure in heaven.† Then come, follow me.”† 23 After he heard this, he became extremely sad,† because he was very rich. Possessions and the Kingdom 24 Seeing that he became sad,† Jesus said, “How hard it is for those who have wealth to enter the kingdom of God! 25 For it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God.” 26 Those who heard this asked, “Then who can be saved? ”† 27 He replied, “What is impossible with man is possible with God.”†

Luke 5:

31 Jesus replied to them, “It is not those who are healthy who need a doctor, but those who are sick. 32 I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.”


And we shall share in these sacred and holy unions:


And this time I without no doubts

Confident to the very fibers of my being:

Drawing strength and wisdom

determination and eternally fixed hope: Christ

Not on a impersonal force or chance or accident-


Like these scenes from these iconic movies further illustrating my points that everyone and

Everybody knows:

Where the hero depended on luck

I depended on His grace

Where the hero on chance

I depended on His divine providential care:


Or On the final run needing a impossible one in a million shot to snatch victory from the insatiable and ravenous jaws of defeat :

The hero had the force

I have prayer and His Word

He had two other lone allies

I have God and the whole host of heaven


To destroy my death star of loneliness

And unlike the hero claiming unknown to him to claim his princess who really was his sister-

I claimed my princess

My eve

And my Wanda

In this bright star of hope and faith I chased you and my destiny:


And you let me catch you

Thus leading us

You and me

Thus guiding us

You and me to our love nest:

Which you and I had planned to build

Have built

And are continually building:



Genesis 4:1a

The man was intimate with his wife Eve,

Ephesians 5:

31 For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife,† and the two will become one flesh.†† 32

And I knew you

And you knew me

We knew each other:

In a dance of love:







A act of worship





And defined

by God

Only two hearts

Only two minds

And two souls

Alone could experience

Alone could share that intimate nakedness

Not only in body

Not only emotionally

But spiritually bearing of who they are

Intimately and exclusively to each other


As a gift of joy sharing oneness

sharing intimacy love

A mortal copy of the infinitely profound mystery of the Trinity-

Yes As a gift of joy sharing oneness sharing intimacy love

Yes A mortal copy of the infinitely profound mystery of the Trinity:

Borrowing from 80’s culture for a finite shadow- similar to Plato’s parable of the cave

– serving as a illustration:


Or it’s twin or clone or both:


Ephesians 5:

32 This mystery† is profound, but I am talking about Christ and the church.

I sang to you then

I sing to you now

You sang to me then

And you sing to me now

We sang together then

We sing together now








Opening a whole new world:


Where dreams I had in the past

Never came true

But when I finally met you

All my dreams have and

Will always come true

Yes and amen

In you Wanda..


To always find new worlds to discover and explore-

For me alone to discover and explore:



together the natural and hidden wonders of you:

In heart

In mind

And in body……

This Wanda I sealed it with the one kiss God alone gives us:











These gems I blessed placing each on the crown I bestowed to you

In heart

In mind

Upon your head

Making you

Declaring you

My Eve…

I end where I began with the never ending story

A tale old as time

Yet always fresh and new and each unique

Each time a Adam and a Eve find each other…



Where the nothing

My nothing called loneliness

ended when your heart

Joined and intertwined with mine

Beating life hope wonder into my dying heart

Resurrecting it from the chains my personal nothing was consuming it

and yet also is just beginning

With my jasmine

My Disney princess

My Everything is

The keeper of my heart soul mind and body

My Wanda

As we write our own never ending story with

Our lives and the lives of our children….


I end where I began with the never ending story adding the circle of life to its conclusion-

(Gee doesn’t my son look like a younger version On Stranger Things and the cable commercials)

A tale old as time

Yet always fresh and new

Each time a Adam and a Eve find each other…



Where the nothing

My nothing called loneliness

ended when your heart

Joined and intertwined with mine

Beating life hope wonder into my dying heart

Resurrecting it from the chains my personal nothing was consuming it

and yet also is just beginning

With my jasmine

My Disney princess

My Eve

The keeper of my heart soul mind and body

My Wanda

As we write our own never ending story with

Our lives and the lives of our children….




To repeat the circle of life here and for


Ecclesiastes 3:

11 He has made everything appropriate† in its time.† He has also put eternity in their hearts,†

Eventually our children and their children.

To continue the earthly circle of life

And Us in heaven:

2 Corinthians 5:

8 In fact, we are confident, and we would prefer to be away from the body and at home with the Lord.† 9 Therefore, whether we are at home or away, we make it our aim to be pleasing† to him.

Continuing the heavenly circle of life

With our family and friends

To continue The never ending story

Here on this side of eternity:

“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. (NIV, Matthew 6:25-33)

To continue the never ending story

On the other side of eternity: heaven

And then to Continue the never ending story…Till all of us eventually In the redeemed creation:

“I saw a new heaven and a new earth. . . . I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God. . . . And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, ‘Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man. He will dwell with them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them as their God’” (Revelation 21: 1-3).

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦👩‍👩‍👧‍👦Epilogue: a address to all Adams and Eves

I hope you we all see this thru Christ eyes:

Luke 21:1-4 New King James Version (NKJV)

The Widow’s Two Mites

21 And He looked up and saw the rich putting their gifts into the treasury, and He saw also a certain poor widow putting in two mites.[a] So He said, “Truly I say to you that this poor widow has put in more than all; for all these out of their abundance have put in offerings [b]for God, but she out of her poverty put in all the livelihood that she had.”


That Christ with 2 fish miraculous fed 5000

Matthew 14:

13 When Jesus heard about it,† he withdrew from there by boat to a remote place to be alone. When the crowds heard this, they followed him on foot from the towns. 14 When he went ashore,† he saw a large crowd, had compassion on them, and healed their sick.† 15 When evening came, the disciples† approached him and said, “This place is deserted, and it is already late.† Send the crowds away so that they can go into the villages and buy food for themselves.” 16 “They don’t need to go away,” Jesus told them. “You give them something to eat.”

17 “But we only have five loaves and two fish here,” they said to him. 18 “Bring them here to me,” he said. 19 Then he commanded the crowds to sit down on the grass. He took the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to heaven, he blessed them. He broke the loaves and gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the crowds.† 20 Everyone ate and was satisfied. They picked up twelve baskets full of leftover pieces.† 21 Now those who ate were about five thousand men, besides women and children.

I took my God given talent of creativity to multiply and transform into a banquet for in my particular case for you Wanda to feed our hearts minds and bodies

For the rest of our lives…..

And Not thru the worlds eyes which all of us Adams and Eves are prone to:

Envy the prosperous



Becoming like the ot Israelites when they were delivered. Out of Egypt:

That night all the members of the community raised their voices and wept aloud. All the Israelites grumbled against Moses and Aaron, and the whole assembly said to them, “If only we had died in Egypt! Or in this wilderness! Why is the Lord bringing us to this land only to let us fall by the sword? Our wives and children will be taken as plunder. Wouldn’t it be better for us to go back to Egypt?” And they said to each other, “We should choose a leader and go back to Egypt.” (Numbers 14:1-4)o

Not thru sins eyes

All in its proper context

In the way God works differently between christains and non christains

Psalm 37:

do not envy those who do wrong.† 2 For they wither quickly like grass and wilt like tender green plants.† 3 Trust in the Lord and do what is good;† dwell in the land and live securely.†† 4 Take delight in the Lord, and he will give you your heart’s desires.† 5 Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him, and he will act,†

Blessings or lack or blesses

Lack of or overflowing with wealth or resources

And all lives has ups and downs

All lives has give or takes

All lives has crosses or crowns

Whether the person what’s to admit or not

Swerves a different purpose for the Christian And Non christain

Non Christian:

[God] makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust.

Matthew 5:45b


Call to repentance

Romans 2:

Or do you despise the riches of his kindness,† restraint,† and patience,† not recognizing† that God’s kindness† is intended to lead you to repentance?


First. There is a certain train or course of events, by the providence of God, falling to every one of us during our life in this world. And that is our lot, as being allotted to us by the sovereign God, our Creator and Governor, “in whose hand our breath is, and whose are all our ways. ” This train of events is widely different to different persons, according to the will and pleasure of the sovereign Manage, who orders men’s condition in the world in a great variety, some moving in a higher, some in a lower sphere.

(Thomas Boston)

All founded on the wonderful attributes of God

Sovereignty Wisdom. Mercy. Grace. Justice. Holiness. Etc

Westminster Shorter Catechism

Question 4;

Q: What is God?

A: God is a Spirit,1 infinite, eternal, and unchangeable, in his being,2 wisdom,3 power,4 holiness,5 justice,6 goodness,7 and truth.8

1 John 4:24. God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.

2 Psalm 90:2. From everlasting to everlasting, thou art God.
Malachi 3:6. For I am the Lord, I change not; therefore are ye sons of Jacob not consumed.
James 1:17. The Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.
1 Kings 8:27. But will God indeed dwell on the earth? Behold, the heaven and heaven of heavens cannot contain thee; how much less this house that I have builded?
Jeremiah 23:24. Can any hide himself in secret places that I shall not see him? Saith the Lord. Do not I fill heaven and earth? Saith the Lord.
Isaiah 40:22. It is he that sitteth upon the circle of the earth, and the inhabitants thereof are as grasshoppers; that stretcheth out the heavens as a curtain, and spreadeth them out as a tent to dwell in.

3 Psalm 147:5. Great is our Lord, and of great power: his understanding is infinite.
Romans 16:27. To God only wise, be glory through Jesus Christ for ever. Amen.

4 Genesis 17:1. And when Abram was ninety years old and nine, the Lord appeared to Abram, and said unto him, I am the Almighty God; walk before me, and be thou perfect.
Revelation 19:6. And I heard as it were the voice of a great multitude, and as the voice of many waters, and as the voice of mighty thunderings, saying, Alleluia: for the Lord God omnipotent reigneth.

5 Isaiah 57:15. For thus saith the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity, whose name is Holy; I dwell in the high and holy place, with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit, to revive the spirit of the humble, and to revive the heart of the contrite ones.
John 17:11. And now I am no more in the world, but these are in the world, and I come to thee. Holy Father, keep through thine own name those whom thou hast given me, that they may be one, as we are.
Revelation 4:8. And the four beasts had each of them six wings about him; and they werefull of eyes within: and they rest not day and night, saying, Holy, holy, holy, Lord God Almighty, which was, and is, and is to come.

6 Deuteronomy 32:4. He is the Rock, his work is perfect: for all his ways are judgment: a God of truth and without iniquity, just and right is he.

7 Psalm 100:5. For the Lord is good; his mercy is everlasting; and his truth endureth to all generations.
Romans 2:4. Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering; not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance?

8 Exodus 34:6. And the Lord passed by before him, and proclaimed, The Lord, The Lord God, merciful and gracious, longsuffering, and abundant in goodness and truth.
Psalm 117:2. For his merciful kindness is great toward us: and the truth of the Lord endureth for ever. Praise ye the Lord

Works of providence:

Q: What are God’s works of providence?

A: God’s works of providence are, his most holy,1 wise,2 and powerful preserving3 and governing all his creatures and all their actions.4

1 Psalm 145:17. The Lord is righteous in all his ways, and holy in all his works.

2 Psalm 104:24. O Lord, how manifold are thy works! in wisdom hast thou made them all: the earth is full of thy riches.

3 Hebrews 1:3. Who being the brightness of his glory, and the express image of his person, and upholding all things by the word of his power, when he had by himself purged our sins, sat down on the right hand of the Majesty on high.

4 Psalm 103:19. The Lord hath prepared his throne in the heavens; and his kingdom ruleth over all.
Matthew 10:29-30. Are not two sparrows sold for a farthing? and one of them shall not fall on the ground without your Father. But the very hairs of your head are all numbered.
Job 38-41

*Grace:Common and amazing

Common for non christain

Amazing for the Christian:

Westminster Shorter Catechism

Question 32

Q: What benefits do they that are effectually called partake of in this life?

A: They that are effectually called do in this life partake of justification,1 adoption,2 and sanctification, and the several benefits which in this life do either accompany or flow from them.3

1 Romans 8:30. Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified.

2 Ephesians 1:5. Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself.

3 1 Corinthians 1:30. But of him are ye in Christ Jesus, who of God is made unto us wisdom, and righteousness, and sanctification, and redemption

Westminster Shorter Catechism

Question 35

Q: What is sanctification?

A: Sanctification is the work of God’s free grace,1 whereby we are renewed in the whole man after the image of God,2 and are enabled more and more to die unto sin, and live unto righteousness.3

1 2 Thessalonians 2:13. God hath from the beginning chosen you to salvation through sanctification of the Spirit and of the truth.

2 Ephesians 4:23-24. And be renewed in the spirit of your mind; and that ye put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness.

3 Romans 6:4, 6, 14. Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life. . . knowing this, that our old man is crucified with him, that the body of sin might be destroyed, that henceforth we should not serve sin. . . For sin shall not have dominion over you: for ye are not under the law, but under grace.
Romans 8:4. That the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit

In this scriptural light :

Much is given much is expected:

Luke 12:46-48 Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)

46 that slave’s master will come on a day he does not expect him and at an hour he does not know. He will cut him to pieces[a] and assign him a place with the unbelievers.[b] 47 And that slave who knew his master’s will and didn’t prepare himself or do it[c] will be severely beaten. 48 But the one who did not know and did things deserving of blows will be beaten lightly. Much will be required of everyone who has been given much. And even more will be expected of the one who has been entrusted with more.[d].

And further thoughts on our wedding rings:

So that in time Our wedding rings

Like the all powerful ring in lord of the rings-the wedding ring likewise
as At times heavy to carry

,kids,bills,sickness burden,work,disappointments and temptation:


And at other times
Light as a feather
Honeymoon phase,pre-kids,kids growing up,physical intimacy,Create new life etc
Empowered by covenantal martial fidelitity and faithful and Love

It also has Power to destroy by tyranny,abuse,lies,adultery,lust,worry,embracing worldly attitude and values


When we corrupt marriage and the covenantal symbol of it: The wedding rings

We become this character in real life and as to humble us all the more WE all are born like this



Obeying-enslaved to what our precious sin uses to attract us……


Isaiah 64:

6 All of us have become like something unclean, and all our righteous acts are like a polluted† garment;† all of us wither like a leaf,† and our iniquities† carry us away like the wind.

Matthew 23:

25 “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed† and self-indulgence.† 26 Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup,† so that the outside of it† may also become clean. 27 “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs,† which appear beautiful on the outside, but inside are full of the bones of the dead and every kind of impurity. 28 In the same way, on the outside you seem righteous to people, but inside you are full of hypocrisy and lawlessness. 29 “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! You build the tombs of the prophets and decorate the graves of the righteous, 30 and you say, ‘If we had lived in the days of our ancestors, we wouldn’t have taken part with them in shedding the prophets’ blood.’ 31 So you testify against yourselves that you are descendants of those who murdered the prophets. 32 Fill up, then, the measure of your ancestors’ sins!†

Emu and our fight with sin

The emu fighting itself reminds me of the Christian struggle with sin

We have the remains of sin nothing more than a shadow reflection of itself

Trying to regain the thrones of our hearts and minds

And its shadow reflection of that inner struggle have at times

Enough power to make us not only tempted but to stumble and fail

But for us christain we always run back to Christ in sincere repentance

And grace to pick ourselves up and go heavenward-for a Puritan use to say: our spiritual armor is not meant for us to retreat our backs are not protected for we are not called to retreat and surrender ……

We are meant to be like:


Like Glory

And like hacksaw ridge

Preaching in a language that leaves the audience dumbfounded

A reformed pastor in a urban neighborhood was literally speaking as a Puritan back in the 80’s

I read the classics

I read the puritans

I mentioned again I read the classics

Just imagine now with the advent of amazon,Apple,reality tv and social media etc

Just look at what they are reading look at amazon bestsellers etc

We are further entrenched in Neil postman’s amusing ourselves to death and going further perpetually daily’s day i am reminded of first corinthians 13:

1 Corinthians 13 English Standard Version (ESV)

The Way of Love

13 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned,[a] but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful;[b] it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away. 11 When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up childish ways. 12 For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known.

13 So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

This are guidelines for biblical prophesy exhort is to speak in a way the people will understand likewise we can apply these guidelines to the preaching of His word-in other words preaching eloquently is in vain like speaking in tongues

If no one understands. So this pastor was doing a injustice in preaching a eloquent sermon which some barely understood. The closet thing is preaching today in king James English in our present times where English has envolved into and is evolving.

See for further thoughts:


Bible verses for further meditation:

1 Corinthians 2:1

I corinthians 1:17

The street Evangelist

There Is a neighbor who street preaches in front or the corner of our building

Sad today some neighbors or passerby’s laugh and make fun of him and his biblical message.

Calling him ese Pentecostal holy roller or showing their ignorance of scripture by misquoting actual bible verses or make believe bible verses or presenting popish declarations as if they were equal to scriptures or higher than scriptures themselves…

Or some sideline Christian only with lifeless theology –


While the reformers and puritans who not only studied the Bible used that knowledge to live out their faith by to hammer those eternal truths into unbelievers to save them

And the Christians to feed,nurture and to prepare them not only to glorify God in heaven but here on earth with their God given talents…

criticizing there faulty theology. And not being like them proclaiming at the highways

Or be some Christian cult and call evangelism by exhibiting some tract before them like a shield

Reminds me of Noah and the last days

2. Peter

1Dear friends, this is now my second letter to you. I have written both of them as reminders to stimulate you to wholesome thinking. 2I want you to recall the words spoken in the past by the holy prophets and the command given by our Lord and Savior through your apostles.

3Above all, you must understand that in the last days scoffers will come, scoffing and following their own evil desires. 4They will say, “Where is this ‘coming’ he promised? Ever since our ancestors died, everything goes on as it has since the beginning of creation.” 5But they deliberately forget that long ago by God’s word the heavens came into being and the earth was formed out of water and by water. 6By these waters also the world of that time was deluged and destroyed. 7By the same word the present heavens and earth are reserved for fire, being kept for the day of judgment and destruction of the ungodly.

8But do not forget this one thing, dear friends: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day. 9The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.

Matthew 24

One Knows That Day and Hour

36 “But concerning that day and hour gno one knows, not even the angels of heaven, hnor the Son,2 ibut the Father only. 37 jFor as were the days of Noah, kso will be the coming of the Son of Man. 38 jFor as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, lmarrying and giving in marriage, until mthe day when Noah entered the ark, 39 and they were unaware until the flood came and swept them all away, kso will be the coming of the Son of

Finally Luke 12:

19Then I will say to myself, “You have plenty of good things laid up for many years. Take it easy. Eat, drink, and be merry!”’ 20But God said to him, ‘You fool! This very night your life will be required of you. Then who will own’ what you have accumulated? 21This is how it will be for anyone who stores up treasure for himself but is not rich toward God.”…

Shazam not Real But…..

Shazam not real

• Gee we know he’s not real like the other things man’s imaginations have written or drawn- yet Dear nephew you don’t have to go out of the way to prove he doesn’t and by that poisoning our sense of wonder,to comfort us and to instead inspire to reach for the stars and to free it from the confines of our imaginations and bring it to the wide op n fields of our reality…

  1. Gee yet He lives in our imagination/our dreams in its fire our God and our creator has lit and blessed in our minds and hearts

• Because of this reality we need to dream. To inspire us to do great things to imitate-to reflect finitely our creator and to make the places here that are black and white with the colors of our God given creativity for:

Where there is no vision, the people are unrestrained, but happy is he who keeps the law – Proverbs 29:18

“A man without a vision is a man without a future. A man without a future will always return to his past.” (P.K. Bernard)

Gee look at Star Trek

The kids who grow up watching this grew up to be inspired and create computers




Likewise Star Wars


And numerous books and shows that only know how many….

And I dare say all that kills our God given ability and desire to create is a disease that consumes our image of God that sin has tainted,marred,corrupted,perverted and poisoned at its very roots….


Gee I always get emotional with the saying of the pledge of allegiance and the saying of the national of anthem

I see

I know

I recognize

I understand

I am not wearing rose colored glasses:

America has blemishes,has wrongs and has sins

In the past

In the present

And In the future

Yet it has done good

And I am reminded of Christ and church

His bride whose wedding dress

Was blemished and stained with sins and wrongs and crimes

Yet He loved her so much that He gave up His life for her:


Husbands, love your wives, as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her, 26 that he might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word, 27 so that he might present the church to himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or any such thing, that she might be holy and without blemish.

And not only that He is faithful to His beloved church….

Likewise I love ❤️ America

As a child of immigrants

First As a christain

As a citizen

As my native born country

As a American

As a Puerto rican 🇵🇷

As a child of immigrants

And As a Hispanic

And I am reminded of these bible verses and I I end with this:

Matthew 22:21 Jesus said “Render to Caesar the things that are Caesar’s; and to God the things that are God’s.”

Romans 13:1 “Let every person be in subjection to the governing authorities. For there is no authority except from God and those which exist are established by God.”



2019: Happy Father’s Day!!!

This is me before I met Wanda

Happy Father’s Day!!!🤗🤗🤗

Sometimes we are blindly taken for granted

Sometimes society treats us as invisible men at best

And at worst non existent

Yet day in and day out


365 days a year

Supporting our families

Supporting our kids

Trying to do the best to our abilities

To be a Good father

To our children and those who may not be our children

Just another regular day for some fathers

Nothing special planned by

loved ones

Just another regular day for some fathers

Nothing special planned by your children’s elementary teacher

Just another regular day for some fathers

Nothing special planned by your children schools either

It just simply like another regular day…

And for any father it hurts not being honored,cherished and appreciative


For media and society

Would rather most of the time 99%

To focus on dead beat dads,absent fathers and bad fathers

And in a way we get lost at best and at worst get

lumped in with them…

Exiled to a occasional special interest news

Not only chipping away at our manhood

But chipping away at our fatherhood

Till we no longer exist as men

But as fathers as well

Joining the fate of the Dodo bird,passenger pigeon and the dinosaur…

So once again Happy Father’s Day!!!

Part B: More Father’s Day thoughts reprised

Taken for granted

Bad fathers practically get all the media attention and press

Assumed to be a absent father

Or never had a active father

Or simply do not see the importance of a father

in a Upcoming Gender class society where everything is acceptable but biologically defined And God defined gender is a crime warranting death….



Just chipping away at our manhood in the eyes of our children who needs the only two biological genders defined in Reality not by the imaginations,speculations of our deceitful and God solely rebellious hearts

Mark 7:20-23


20 And He said,  “What comes out of a man, that defiles a man. 21 “For from within, out of the heart of men,  proceed evil thoughts,  adulteries,  fornications, murders, 22 “thefts,  covetousness, wickedness,  deceit, lewdness, an evil eye,  blasphemy,  pride, foolishness.23 “All these evil things come from within and defile a man.”

as examples in their lives being the salt and example for future generations…..

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